(Source: the-kill-room, via good-knight)
Fresh
Lately I’ve been frustrated with the combination of things going on and the lack of excitement that I desire. I’ve been too preoccupied with the busy work of a normal life to do any of my fun activities and have been practically following the rules. The idea of being a law abiding/good intentioned citizen is naturally unappealing. The more I go with the natural flow of things and simply do what has to be done the more I feel like I’m playing along in their game. So I do little passive aggressive acts try to mess up any system I find myself in while doing what needs to be done. But being on this little vacation I’m reminded of my true goal for a system. My head is clear now that I’m no longer being choked by requirements.
“I wasn’t lonely.
I experienced no self-pity.
I was just caught up in a
life in which
I could find no
meaning.”
— Charles Bukowski (via epileptical)
(Source: henrycharlesbukowski, via good-knight)
